Well Ladies, after quite a subaticle, I am back. We are ttc #3 for those that don't know me and we miscarried on January 31st.

I know we both want to pick back up and start trying again, but I also have my reservations as we are in AF right now and I am struggling with the moods of "I'm not even supposed to be having AF...I'm supposed to be pregnant"...but that is just a mood...I am really doing well with the whole thing and ready to start trying again.

I know I need to count my two blessings as many of you are struggling with receiving the first blessing...I appreciate the perspective I get from you ladies who have been trying so long and still keep the faith...you are an encouragement!

So, here we go ttc#3!

Melanie

Praying for you Melanie. I know too much the feelings you are feeling. When I first started ttc, I never would have thought it would have taken us 13 months to FINALLY get pg with my first after a m/c 2 years before that was an accident. I would often think to myself especially after 6 months and then a year, how I thought I would already have a baby by now. But through all the waiting, and heartache I wouldn't not have changed it for anything. It has given me SUCH a gift of thanksgiving for this baby, and praise for God that HE opened my womb. I rejoice daily in this HUGE blessing after I had began to think it would never happen. God's timing IS perfect, and although we don't know why he took your angel baby...or mine, we do know and can rest in that HE was in control of it. Because of that, and because we know our GOd is ONLY good, the decision was good...even though it hurts us. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Welcome back Melanie!

Praying for you. After 34 cycles of ttc, DH and I are expecting our first bundle of joy. May your heart trust and rest in assurance God's timing is truly His perfect blessing.

May the fears, anxieties, and struggles that may come forth emotionally for you as you heal from the miscarriage bring rejuvenation to your soul. That is my prayer for you.

God Bless!