Not a big one, but lately I've been hearing from people close to me to just hold on cause God knows when our time is, and reminding me that unless doctors have told us it's impossible, then it's still possible! He must have known I've been needing some serious encouragement lately... I've been SOOO down...

I'm not really holding out hope for this cycle (I'm already on day 33 - 2 days late) because of all the stress I've been under, but we'll see. I'm expecting AF by next Friday (May 20) which would be day 39. I've never gone longer than that. The one good update is that since our boarder moved out this month, we've been bd'ing more often! Like twice as often!
This bodes well for the future... Lol

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Hey gal,

Yeah for getting it a lot! That is awesome that you can connect with Dh that way. Men feel love through sex so much more than woman do, it may be a way to give him some more confidence about his manhood.

I am sorry you are having some hard times talking to Dh or being able to chat with anyone else about where you are or how you are feeling. My dh sounds like an almost carbon copy of your dh. My dh doesn't want me to throw ANYTHING out that may have anything on it that might lead someone to know its ours. My dh found having an SA done for a long time, and he doesn't want me to talk to anyone about anything about him. I can say that over the years he has relaxed a bit. He is in his 40's now and has relaxed a bit after he has seen how sharing a bit of yourself doesn't cause a major malfunction in life..KWIM?

I think you have to be honest with dh too. Yes, you need to obey and honor his wishes, but you are just as important as he is and he needs to honor you and treat you as Jesus treats the church. You are the most important person in his life besides the Lord, and he needs to look past himself a bit and realize that you are hurting. No, don't go and give everyone you know a detailed report on what's going on, but being able to tell someone that the Lord has given you obsticles in the TTC department so that they will back off a bit and quit reminding you all the time that you don't have kids yet is important.

I will pray for you sweet gal. Men are so different and are actually so much more sensitive than they will ever let on. Pray for him still, pray for more grace and mercy for you, and know that we all love you so much here and are always here when you need to vent!!

Blessings,
Amber

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Ha! Even before I saw Ashlee say this, that's exactly what I was going to reply! :D Huge ditto! [lovesmile]

Woo hoo for bd-ing more often!!! Praying hard for you hun!!!

Praying! Glad to hear about the bd++. [cheer]

Well, AF decided to show up today. Better late than never doesn't really apply here. Lol

Thanks for all your kind thoughts ladies - I appreciate you all so much![loveyou]
On to next month! (with extra bd'ing... Hehe :mrgreen:)

Well, AF decided to show up today. Better late than never doesn't really apply here. Lol

Thanks for all your kind thoughts ladies - I appreciate you all so much![loveyou]
On to next month! (with extra bd'ing... Hehe :mrgreen:)

Awww... bummer, Trip. :( Praying your next cycle is *the* cycle with all that extra BD'ing you'll be doing! PRaying-praying-praying!

I've been keeping you in my prayers.