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Bekah
01-10-2007, 02:32 PM
So far in the last two weeks I have had three false labor episodes. The last one lasted for two and half days.

It has become very draining. I am exhausted and it is affecting how I take care of myself and my family.

Yesterday I went in for an appointment to see my midwife and we had a pretty long talk. The original plan was that if I went to 41 weeks then we would start talking about induction. But as of yesterday that two week period seemed so incredibly far away that I was crying and saying I couldn't take these contractions for two more weeks. Not just physically but emotionally as well... It is so hard to wake up to contractions that are regular and timeable between 5-8 minutes apart and then realize 24 hours later that since they haven't progressed you really aren't in labor.

So she offered an induction even though it isn't what she would normally do. They usually wait till 42 weeks before they even talk about it. But she said due to my mental state she would agree to it if the doctors were okay with it. She ended up calling me yesterday afternoon and said that it was a go but that there was only one room open last night and they had to keep it open in case someone walked in who was in full blown labor. I said okay and she promised to call later if there was a change.
She called at almost 5 and told me that even that last room had been taken and there were no rooms at all... She apologized and told me that she would call me tomorrow (today) and let me know if a room opened up. It's a childbirth center where you labor, deliver, recover and stay in the same room. You never move so that is why it is hard sometimes to have a room available.

I haven't heard from her yet today. I am supposed to call mid afternoon if I don't hear anything.... Induction is something I would never purposely choose so I am slightly disappointed by it. But by the same token I am so exhausted physically and emotionally from the many start and stops of labor that I decided it would be best for me and my family to have the baby. If I get to go in tonight and the baby was born tomorrow I will be 39w 4d.... if I have to wait another day and go in tomorrow night and the baby is born on Friday then I would be 39w 5d... So I am not that far from my due date. And I have had two other babies at a little more than two weeks early. So I am not really worried about the baby. I truly believe she is okay.

Right now I am just praying that it all works out and that I get to go in sooner than later only because I am a nervous worrywart and the longer I sit here and wait the more nervous and sick to my stomach I become just from the anticipation!

I will keep everyone in the know and let you guys know if and when I go in... I am not sure if they will try again tomorrow if there are no rooms tonight... If not then they will wait till next week... and then maybe if that were the case hopefully I would have the baby before I had to go in!

JeanineAnne
01-10-2007, 02:57 PM
praying for you Bekah!!!

imported_rachel
01-10-2007, 03:16 PM
Hope you get in tonight or tomorrow at latest! Praying

JRBL
01-10-2007, 03:21 PM
Wow... praying for you! I, too, had contractions from about 30 weeks on... it can be VERY stressful and tiring; you almost feel like you ARE going to lose your mind, because you're dealing with all that pain, to get NOTHING out of it; especially if you are examined and find out that you have not changed at all... the "False" labor can be extremely tiring when it feels so real! :( I totally understand!! I'm praying for your comfort and peace!

Reneemomto5
01-10-2007, 03:21 PM
Awww Hang in there Bekah. Either way there is an end in sight, you'll be holding your baby very soon. Hugs and prayers.

EvaS
01-10-2007, 03:49 PM
Praying for you Bekah! I hope there is room in the inn for you :lol:

believeNgrace
01-10-2007, 03:54 PM
I'm praying for you. You have been such an amazing testimony for persevearance. :lol:

mamallama
01-10-2007, 04:11 PM
I'm praying for you. You have been such an amazing testimony for persevearance. :lol:

[OK] Yes, amen!!

Praying for you, my friend!

Bekah
01-10-2007, 04:55 PM
Allright...

So there will be no induction for me... There were still no available rooms. And my midwife is going out of town tomorrow. So she told me if I still wanted to be induced that I would need to talk to the midwife who is oncall tomorrow and ask her if I could do it tomorrow. I kind of got mad because it would seem to me that it should be her responsibility to talk to that midwife for me and let them know what's going on. So I am supposed to call and ask the midwife tomorrow if she would be willing to induce me...

I am not even sure it is worth it. At this point maybe I should just give it up and wait till the baby decides to come. I asked God to do his will and let it happen the way he wants it to. I asked my mom yesterday if voluntarily being induced was like trying to play God and not letting Him be in control. She told me that if He didn't want me to be induced he would make sure that it wouldn't happen. And I already knew this deep down. It is just that I was finally feeling better like there was a light at the end of the tunnel... A light I could actually see...

Now I feel like I am left to my own devices again. Just waiting and wondering if every stinking contraction I have is the first one of labor or not. I would gladly stay pregnant for another month if I had to if it wasn't for all the false labor... I contract every day... reliably... and regularly... I just don't know how much more of this I can take.

EvaS
01-10-2007, 05:25 PM
Aw Bekah, I'm so sorry. Hang in there, she'll be out before you know it. I pray God would either bring her into this world soon, or stop the false labor. [prayer]

Ashlee
01-10-2007, 05:41 PM
So sorry Bekah! I will be praying for you!

BlessedMommy
01-10-2007, 05:43 PM
Praying for you, Bekah. HUGS. That's tough.

Bekah
01-10-2007, 06:35 PM
I have had some time to think about it now...

I am just going to bide my time... It isn't like my due date is soooo far away...

Thanks for all the prayers though...

EmJo
01-10-2007, 06:50 PM
I will pray for you...kinda know what you're going thru, can definitely empathize w/ the exhaustion and frustration.

4HisGlory
01-10-2007, 10:17 PM
Praying for you to start REAL labor tonight! [amen]

pioneerchristianmomof3
01-10-2007, 10:23 PM
Praying for you Bekah! [prayer]

ChamomileFriend
01-10-2007, 10:36 PM
Praying for you!

PBJ
01-11-2007, 04:06 AM
Hang in there, I will be praying for you!!